was talking to someone just now and the topic on friends came up again as usual. haha seems like i like to hang out with my class ppl more cause there's no pretence. or at least not that i can detect it. and i suppose it's thanks to the ppl in 78 who aren't afraid to make a fool of themselves and have have fun! and (very out-of-pointly) david i want the toys r us photo!!! hahahahaha!!!

or maybe everyone is just pretending everything's fine, and this fine balance might just tip over one day, with 1 stupid, unintentional move by someone. and everything will be gone. disintegrate. zero. nada.

just like what a recent event forced me to think.