fine. i'll blog in english.

hm.. juz returned from my tiring China trip. the time spent slping on the bus was way longer than the time spent touring the place.. oh well... oh. and sorry guys.. didn't manage to buy anything for u... didn't find anytime worth buying ar.. will promise u buy sometime next time i go overseas ba..

"hope you pass."that's what someone said to me one the phone juz now. hm. REALLY hope i pass.. tml's the block tests and i honestly spent very little time studying for it ar.. but come to think of it, it's only a block test ar. can't help but think what's the use of studying so much.. haha.. maybe i still in the holiday mood. but oh well.

now comes the chinese. wk shd recognise this.

《一意孤行》
我知道你存在，
但不是到哪去找。
我知道总有一天你回来，
但不知被安排到哪一天。
你看着我疲惫地活，无动于衷，
甚至没有半点暗示。
我就这么艰难地，
像那遥远的，
一点微弱的光亮移动。
直到有一天，
当我心力不支告别人世的那一瞬，
你来了。

............................................

你，真的来了吗？
还是我垂死的挣扎，
顽固地把你的身影
逼到我身旁。
好让我，
安息。

hm. added the last 6 lines myself.

有些人，有些事，
一辈子也忘不了。
就算你以为自己已忘了，
他一出现，
全部的回忆将涌上心头。

而你，
就要再花上一辈子
在忘了他。

As I've Matured...

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just plain jackasses.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.

I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things.

I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.

I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity.

I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.

I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.

I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. And the real pains in the ass are permanent.

Heart of Chocolate


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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hm.. got this from damian's blog... quite surprised that i actually got the same heart as him ar... but quite true ar.. esp the last sentence.. but.. 有缘，天涯也咫尺；无缘，咫尺也天涯。

heard this from ah sang's 叶子：孤单，是一个人的狂欢；狂欢，是一群人的孤单。makes a lot of sense ar.. go ponder abt it for a while.