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haha... nothing much to do these days... but going for alumni chalet tomorrow! there'll be a countdown there i guess.. but a very simple one... quite a few probs met for the chalet.. mostly the ppl and cost lah... but dun care already.. only thing now is to decide wat to bring there tomorrow... haha

guz wat? it's my birthday todae~~ went to watch scary movie 3 with eugene and LS.. i guz everyone who watched it will agree that that show is ultra lame... as eugene and ws said "leave ur brains at home if u're gonna watch scary movie 3". explains a lot eh.

then went to sch... basically nothing to do there... was there only to charge me phone lah... so after it finished charging, went home loh...

then later in the evening, i got a suprise call from Justin.. all the way from Taiwan!! deserved special mention (as u phone overseas calls aren't tt cheap)

nwaes, a big thank you to evryone who gave me presents, sent me cards and sms-ed me... luv u guys(and gals)!!

圣诞结 -- by Eason

我住的城市从不下雪 记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念到忘记 霓虹扫过喧哗的街 把快乐赶得好远

落单的恋人最怕过节 只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边 寂寞他陪我过夜
Merry Merry Christmas，Lonely Lonely Christmas
想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结
Lonely Lonely Christmas，Merry Merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁 心碎的象街上的纸屑

落单的恋人最怕过节 只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边 寂寞他陪我过夜
Merry Merry Christmas，Lonely Lonely Christmas
Lonely Lonely Christmas，Merry Merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁 心碎的象街上的纸屑

电话不接不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间
缓缓的响声听来象哀悼的音乐 眼眶的泪 温热冻结
望着电视里的无聊节目 躺在沙发上变成没知觉的植物

Merry Merry Christmas，Lonely Lonely Christmas
想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结
Lonely Lonely Christmas，Merry Merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁 心碎的象街上的纸屑

Merry Merry Christmas，Lonely Lonely Christmas
想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结
Lonely Lonely Christmas，Merry Merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁 心碎的象街上的纸屑

谁来陪我过这圣诞节

hai... so xian as usual... went to school today for the tchsco camp loh... then overslept on the bus.. must be too tired already... saw wenjie, zaohiong and LS when i reached school finally... went over to the xianyue side to see them slacking as usual... it's like they dun even talk to the rg ppl... wat's the use of interaction liddat??? haha... but at least some of them learned the guang ming xing (which i tot was an easy piece.. sight-readable :p )

Nwaes, didn't want to bother them, so returned to mph... looked through all the old and dusty photos there... and saw a lot of seniors who returned for the alumni concert.. like jiahong, yucheng, shui nan and more.. can'tbe bothered to finish... then WK was ssnatching a programme booklet with the photo of SUMONE inside... in front of the rgs and tchs chuida ppl summore... so funny...

Went to west mall for lunch after that... nothing much happened loh.... went to junrong point to buy something.. and used up all my money... shucks.... cost of living of high nowadays.. haha..

hai.. now that there's nothing else to worry abt (was worrying abt the alumni concert mah), i'm starting to get the post-posting results blues... what if i can't stay in hcjc after 3 months?? bleah... so xian.. wat a stupid policy...

hm.. this is a slightly longer blog... haha... muz be so xian already...

hmph... the hols are really xianz... no phone calls, no msgs... dun haf to call the comm members, dun haf to inform xianyue ppl abt prac... phone's dead.. haha... the only thing i can do now is to blog...

btw, i finally found sumone who agreed that his voice sounded like limwei... (this is NOT important)

went to school today to help them peeps move instru from mph to hcjc... then moved guzhengs to the international chess room... they had to make the school so big, making moving instrments such a chore.
then watched LS photostate "illegal" stuff at alumni.

Then set off to Jurong Point to meet yiwang and jin quan for LOTR... It was really a good show.. but only the first part.. during the last parts where they were tying the loose strings together, it was SO draggy... got so bu4 nai4 fan3.

wonder if i am making any sense here... nvm. this blog is only to crap.

hm....
the concert's officially over... shd be quite ok lah... but hafn't really heard any comments from the audiences yet.
Nwaes, although no one really toked to me abt it b4, i guz everyone still remembers HIM, the guy who caused the whole schedule to be pushed back by 1 plus hours, juz to "speak" to his students. and what happens, we have to carry the instruments for them, haf a 10min dinner, and looked at his obscenely BIG mouth.
And what else does he do?? he scrapes off the overnight stay of the camp. wat's a camp without overnight stays?? obviously he doesn't want any of the seniors to return. what "we will pollute the juniors". We dun haf to! they already hate u to the core (i suppose)
kk.. done with the crap

Now.. spent the whole morning and afternoon slping... tt's like almost nothing to do now.. dun haf to prac, dun haf to do the secretary stuff, dun haf to worry abt the concert... tt's abt what happened b4 the 20th. and now, i have absolutely no idea wat to do.. hai...
tt's is unless i try to gorge myself with food and try to loss weight when school reopens.. haha... (it's not gonna happen)

as most of you should already noe... i got in hcjc, science...

bought liang jing ru's album recently...
she really rocks...
liked her new songs, esp tiffany, cai hong, bu xiang shui

tiffany has very funny lyrics... about a woman who saw a wedding ring in a shop and started fantasizing about her bf proposing and her in a wedding dress... quite sweet though

cai hong's tune is one of the best loh.. originally sung by mayday.. and both versions were gd..

(basically, i'm typing this coz i had to type something)

btw, Christmas is around the corner!! (so is the concert, the tchsco camp and...)

hm... hafn't blogged in a while eh? can't blame a lazy guy to be lazy right?? haha...

actually quite busy with the concert stuff... esp when there's like practice everyday except friday this week... i think i'll get sick of sch soon... Nwaes, the dazu songs are ok now loh.. at least can survive on stage.. but the few banzou songs... not tt ideal lah... need A LOT more prac... hopefully the concert will turn out fine *prayz*

Long teng is such a fun song!! especially the fast part... fast until i can only fake through... but thrilling.. haha...

watched a few movies recently... brother bear, duplex and love actually... all nice movies... but duplex is the most irritating one... they should really have let the old hag die!! argh...

hm.. nothing else already loh...

hm... here to advertise for the upcoming concert..(which i am involved in)

Huazhong Alumni Chinese Orchestra Concert
Victoria Concert Hall
20th Dec 2003 (Saturday)
7:30pm

Tickets are priced at $10 & $15

concert also includes performances by The Chinese High School and Hwa Chong Junior College. Songs include fen4 yong3 qian2 jing4, fei1 tian1, ta3 ji2 ke4, mei2 li4 de4 xin1 jia1 po1 and more....

finally, go! go! go!
(and get the tickets from me hor..)

hm.... ten years update once... not tt bad right???
went to school today for some meeting... turned out to be just helping liangsheng prepare his report for the meeting with the alumni ppl later today... but it was quite fun lah... at least i learned much abt microsoft word and excel... haha....

the thing finished at 2.30... (was supposed to be over at 1) then went home, had late lunch, and slacked all the way until now..

holidays are really boring.... unless going for co prac counts as entertainment...

hm.. nothing much else really...

hm... received this sms from yunfei earlier today .... not going to elaborate on it further.... but dunno wat to do abt it.... guz ppl who received tt mag must haf felt the same way...

then i received smses from 77333, some fantasy chat thing... wonder how they got me number... received three smses from ppl trying to introduce themselves... so bo liao...
can anyone tell me how to off tt thing??

haha... done things only a very bo liao guy will do...

stayed over at justin's house on friday... talked until 2-sumthing and then slept... woke up at 6-sumthing and set off to airport,,,

after send off justin at the airport, i walked around the two terminals and had breakfast at T2 staff canteen.. then went over to geco to help xt with her score sorting... wonder why the ppl can't do tt themselves..haha....

after that, went over to hsing hai to listen to their practice... then ended up playing with them... finally played qing4 dian3 and matsuri.... the fast parts of qing4 dian3 were quite difficult... but managed to hun4 through the whole lot...

then played until 5-sumthing... when practice ended and i finally went home...

hey ppl... i'll be gone on onday for a trip to M'sia... mum says it's some kelong... so basically there's nothing to do.... juz going there to stone... listen to dicsman, feel the sea breeze... slp. stone...

so.. ta for now~

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hehe... the score for the fen4 yon3 qian4 jing4 part... the part which i'm trying to play and memorise.... wat a chore.. haha...

had co prac todae... from 2 to 9.30... but not too good lah... partly because it was the first time we tried the score, and partly because there were not enough ppl.. coz those who joined didn't turn up.. how dissappointing... was very tired after the whole thing.....
fen4 yong4 qian2 jing4 is such a difficult song.... especially the fast parts... couldn't really handle them... xianyue was also not large enough.. so sound very soft..
haiz... juz hope that the turn up rate for the next prac will be better...
btw, i i think i'm hafing a sore throat.. argh..

juz want to say sumthing abt this blog... it's actually very fake loh... most of the things in this blog is designed in such a way that no one is offended (hope no one is)
but that means i can't really write what i truly feel about things here.... in case i offend or hurt anyone else... so, everything here is quite superficial...

but heck, there's nothing i can do anyways...

hm.. tomorrow's the last day of the Os... and after tt... i have no idea wat to do... not tt i ike studying.. but besides studying, wat can a student do??? well... at least there's co practices again..... really missed the old times when we had co practices in tchs.... well, now its for the tchs alumni co... not much diff anyways...

ohoh... we'll be hafing a chalet next week.... am i actualy looking for it?? i really do not know.... the only things i'm looking forward to now is the co practices and the trip to one of the kelongs in M'sia next mon, after the PAE.... to haf sum time alone to chill loh...

hm.. hafnt started for geog yet.... dun think i'm going to do much anyways.... geog paper 1 is going to be a tikam-tikam session... haha..

haha... 2 more days to the end of 'O' levels.... and they had to place the 2 humanities there.. argh... i guz most of us muz haf juz started on history today.... at least i am... well... at least history's easier to memorise than geog... ( tt's wat i think). but, answering the SBQ and structured's another matter...

Who would ever want to know what Sun yat sen was thinking when he started the great leap backwards or when the first macdonalds was open in Russia?!? blah

hm...
the Os are almost over... 'cept for 3... of which 2 are memory intensive stuff...
wonder how ppl study for geog... it's as though they can juz stuff all those 'things' into their heads without any effort at all... or am i not putting in enough effort? heck with it...

nwaes, i'm juz blogging for the sake for blogging.... dun wan leave this blog dead u see...
og, and gd luck to those A lvl ppl (and of coz, the Os peeps)

hm... emaths was the easiest paper till now... hopefully the rest of the papers can be even easier...
nwaes, trying me best to force all the zao4 ju4s and ci2 yu3s into me head.... and hafing a hard time too...
hm... think i'll be watching matrix tomorrow after the chinese papers... muz relax a bit larz...
to end off, gd luck to all the peeps.

haiz... a bit difficult to concentrate nowadays... and my phone's dead again spent the night watching tv and mopping the floor.. i seem to like cleaning the house when i'm down... and if it continues, i guz the house will be sparkling clean...
going to my grandfather's house tomorrow... finally can get to see the baby... heard he can walk already...
will be going out to study on sunday.. at esplanade or even changi airpoet i guz... and hopefully i'll be able to study there.. :p

argh.. spent the whole afternoon waiting for him and he didn't appear... blah... not going into details...

andways.. can't stand my brother sometimes.... He should know that there's always dinner at home, the least he could do if he couldn't make it was to call back and and least tell us where he is... and not for US to call him right?? i mean he shd at least tell us his wherabouts and stuff...

hopefully i dun become like him when i get into jc..

hm... was reading through a few ppl's blog... they were all positive comments... i supposed it's true... but sumone had to gif a more negative comment right??

True, it was memorable.. all the singing, clapping, photo taking...they were all fun... But.. i dunno... juz feel that sumething was lagging... was it the saddness? or shd i actually be sad?? in fact, i didn't feel much during and after the whole event. it was juz another event which will only stay in one deep dark corner of my mind, and then, slowly fade away...

hm... not been blogging for quite some time... and now tt the 'O's started, i guz i'll wun be blogging for the next few weeks.. ( ok, tt's an excuse) the pracs so far were all right... but the lock up time really sucked big time, except for the time where weepin, mingzhen and mingfai was around.. felt much better...

ppl always miss the old days... and now i'm beginning to miss the primary sch and sec 1 days... haiz.. (but u DO know that ppl miss things only when the present is... nvm) anyways, gd luck for the ppl mugging for the 'O's and 'A's...

sometimes it's really tiring toking to him.. i guz it's the same for him... but strangely we juz hang there... as if nothing's happening... so is this go on liddat? miss the old days...
hai... i dunno.. really dunno...

quoting from ho yeow sun in holland V, when u go on a tour to some country and haf beautiful memories of the place, dun ever go back.. coz the feeling may not be the same the next time u go there...

so... i dunno...

oh... i've not been blogging eh??? but honestly... i dun really noe wat to blog.. haha...

well... only one..
was going home with sophie tt day... met mr lee on the bus.. only then that i found out he lived in CCK.... near bpgh...
on the bus toked to him abt games.. (he's an avid console player.. haha)

besides tt, ... can't think of anything to say already leh

p.s: does anyone haf tips on how to keep on studying?? i've been distracted by the com and tv.. haha...

if u juz want to call to boast, u might as well not call...
not everyone can take this things lightly, esp not me.

blah. i'm juz stressed. if tt guy ever comes across this, either think abt it or 4got about it.

btw, my L1R5: 8

Current status
Prelim results: either L1R5 7 or 8
Action (current): slacking
Action (whole day): slacking
looking forward: Christmas and the day after tt
Listening: tian1 shang4 ren2 jian1 by Faye

hm.. i've nothing better to do~ guz i'll be studying only after this week...
didn't seem to be listening to any teacher in class today... muz be becoz of the seating arragement: between junjie and mingfai... ended up toking to them, and ignoring the teachers (especially mr. wong)

hm... had a whole day at home today... coz didn't haf paper.... and tomorrow, haf to wake up early, and go to school again.... if only the december hols were here.... i still feel like sleeping.. haha...

noticed i cancelled out the blog on 25/9/03

got a feeling of wat it felt like.. when u juz want to talk to somebody.. or just want to hear his voice... u wouldn't want to hang up, even if u ran out of topics...
but the silence.. unbearable... haiz... wonder when it'll return to wat it felt like?

nice cake and box theory by aj... really made me feel a lot better....

now i really wish somebody had asked me out today... life's getting boring... and my phone was/is/will be dead.

i'm blogging coz i've nothing to do.... so i guz tt's why everything's so short...

anyways

十面埋伏 - 副歌

只差一点点 即可以 再见面
可惜 偏偏 刚刚 擦过
十面埋伏过 孤单感更赤裸
总差一点点 先可以 再会面

仿佛 应该 一早 见过 但直行直过
只差一个眼波 将彼此错过

it's in cantonese, so language may be a bit guai4.. but nevertheless, a great song!

hm... really can't stand these days.... no mood to study, no mood to play.... it's lyk i slept the afternoon away, watched holland v, watched ps, and now, i've absolutely NOTHING to do... sigh... maybe i can spend the next hour in the shower... haha...

my blos are getting so short... but no one cares anyways

haiz.... hate it when ppl are concentrating when toking on the phone... it's like they aren't even listening to wat u say. If u dun wan to tok, juz say so, dun haf to keep quiet right?

hm.. got a taste of life after 'O's : boring. Spent the whole time at home surfing the net for nothing, browsing through wadeva channels i had, waiting.... and basically stoned the whole day.. and this has to go on for the whole month of December?? haiz... (tt is, of course, unless i get a job :| )

hm.. ppl are actually reading my blog.. amazing... even after lyk not blogging for god noes when, they still are??

anyways, history paper sucked today... i did the one on Nazi, but did not remember if it was rise of nazis or gain in support... so i did both.. ;P and i actually had time to finish everything... but luckily chose the gain in support one at the end... *pray*

just this one more day before i slack...but chinese is a bit diff... i'm going to start at 8... wonder when i'll finish???

只是想试试用华语。。。 没其他事了。。

hm... got this new tagboard thing... (strangely, it bears an uncanny resemblence to someone in class :P)

when will prelims be over?!?! argh... all this mugging sucks...

hm. tt's all i haf to say. ha

haha...
flopped bio prac... a very dumb error though....
looking forward to after prelims... when i hafn't studied history and geog yet... haiz.... maybe i'll follow wat weepin said... to work in the first 3 months..
sounds like a nice idea though.. er...wonder wat i'm thinking about... load of crap... i'm even crapping here... haha

hm... i can't believe i'm doing this, but i'm blogging in the middle of prelims. For some reason, this prelim doesn't feel like a prelim anymore... it's juz like a normal test, and u juz study the night b4 (looks like what i'm doing now)...

nv knew studying in the airport could me that condusive. esp when i'm alone. no one to bother me, no distractions, only other ppl who are studying as hard. Pity it's too far from home (a 1 hr 15 min MRT ride).

Both tchsco and hcjc MAF were fun... got to see the juniors i missed, got to feel "back in the co", and even juz to help them out was fun... but sorry i didn't stay to help clear up...
hcjc's was ok... partly b'coz i knew few ppl there, didn't know their mass dance, and of coz, not part of them. but it was gd to see the seniors again, and bought this heart shaped capricorn keychain (the one on my sling bag now) haha... wonder who drew it???

wadeva i feared to happen happened. "internal conflict" and this doesn't look like a simple case to me... with one "stubborn" guy and another guy whose "not trying his best". (btw, i hope both of them doesn't know about this blog of mine :P) So basically a cold war between the USA and USSR, with the newtreal Swiss(me) stuck in the middle... haiz...

i think tt's about it for thw past few days... oh, found out i dun haf a "leaving note" thing.. anyone has any program i can kope from... pls tell me...
obviously very few ppl know i'm starting to blog...again....

sometimes.. it's really a chore to talk to someone... especially when there's no common topic. and he's the kind of person who can keep on talking... and i keep on listening.. and "suffering"...
I can't seem to ask him to hang up sumtimes... juz let him talk...

topics i can't stand: Soccer, Eng pop, studies (i dun undestand how ppl can study all the time, and even tok abt studying on the fone.. X:)

Left turn, Right turn

a muz watch show.... thought provoking and of coz.. one of the mre touching films i've seen...

Who has never done any stupid stuff before? come to think of it, i've been doing them too...
Whenever i'm at West Mall, i'll make a detour to its Coffee Bean, hoping to see him there..
When i was in sec 2, always liked to take a longer route through the tower block, hoping to see the seniors...
i even made a trip to Jurong pt, hoping to "bump into" him...
haha... sure brings back memories.

Lone

Ppl ask me y i chose to eat alone, watch movie alone, study alone.. i guz it's bcoz it feels better when u are alone. Friends are good, but few can be forever. Instead of feeling bad/sorrow when they are gone, y not juz try to enjoy being alone?
It's a kind of freedom to be alone. to be able to do what u want without hafing to consider abt anyone else.
Ppl who feel a lot, suffer a lot as well. esp when it comes to this relationship. love hurts most of the time. at least i haf yet found the 'joy' of relationships yet.

but what the heck

Choices

ppl should haf the chance to choose... and 4 once, i made my choice. but my friends are trying to change tt...
not saying that they are wrong... maybe i didn't take a lot of things into consideration. but.. this is my choice. i chose not to go... it may affect this friendship, or even whether i can slp tonight. i'm at a loss...

Why i chose not to go? quite turned off by the place. esp when i'm wth ppl i dun feel 'right' with. It's .. juz a feeling...
my friends really want me to go.... haf to make a decision in less than 15 mins.

Summary: faults of a indecisive guy. bleah.

friendship isn't meant to be abused.

think i know how i'm different from some of my friends. They believe in giving (as in wu2 si1 feng4 xian4), with all the "nvm" and treats. maybe i'm juz selfish, not as good as they are, but this giving thing is too much. i dun need friends that doesn't give a damn abt other ppl's feelings. i dun need friends which dun care abt what I think. i juz need a friend who can make me feel that my prescence is felt. Guz this type of ppl are hard to come by. esp in school. As a teacher said... tchs students are very self-centered.. i may be one of them, but i definitely dun like being with them

haha.. this thing finally worked...
went out with kailliang, liansheng and eugene yesterday to watch Xmen 2.. Thought it was a nice show with cool powers and nice computer effects. Like freeze for some reason, power seems so cool (and him too).. ...Anyways, after that, wanted to windowshop a westmall, but it was already 8.00 and i had not had dinner.. so went home...

today's labour day.. basically slacked around at home and waited for time to pass. Got a new com with a flat monitor and sleek keyboard... looks really nice... and i got extra 40gig of space! yay~ finally sumwhere to store the charmed eps. Started playing diabolo II, lords of destruction (i think that's the game) juz to pass time...
basically that's all for the day (oh, btw, i'm using the new com to type this blog!)

oh.finally realised what the others meant by "blogger is dead"
mine's dead as well

Just to grumble..

Miss:
co with lw and xq
a&w with lw
orchard road with yf (and of course aj)
lot 1 with yw

Next, was surprised and moved that the charity show actually accumulated so much money.. and that it dragged so late

Think it was really sad that guang liang and pin guan actually seemed so distant at the show... i mean.. they were so close where they were a duo.. now they really talk less, have less eye contact..

anyways, hope i'm wrong..

blah.

haha... i'm blogging again.. after lyk... 2 weeks??
actually wanted to blog on the play "lanterns" and where jin hin, aik joon and i went after tt... but too lazy to do so....

the hols are killing me... especially when it's the post june holidays... and imagine the boredom of being stuck at home due to tt micro-organism... well.. at least i was able to watch just married... was a funny show.... but not much plot...

anyways... the bad things... thanks to tt thing, the annual camp is cancelled... argh...and i was so looking forward to it.. and thanks to the EMB and VLE, we haf homework. Damn.

Next. i got fooled on April's fool.. how dumb.. and i'm NOT going to elaborate

guz tt's all.. and dun expect FREQUENT blogs... i'm getting lazy.. haha

today was a great day!!
had dazu in the morning... nothing much.. then went with ppl for lunch... but coro and the chicken rice stall was so crowded that we ended up eating in the Thai Noodle Stall... the olive rice i ate was ok... but the pineapple rice that zhenming ate was damn sucky... so bland!!! anyways, after tt, we found out that there was a downpour, so jonathan and i run back to MPH, needless to say, we were wet after tt... lucky i brought clothes for the talentime in the evening

had comm meeting: no comments

then was the talentime.. it was great!! the soloists were all so qiang2.. esp the first one who san hei1 se4 you1 mo4(black humour) she was superb! then the otheres were very gd also... the group singers had great harmony (he2 yin1) sounded so nice!! the dances were even better... with the basketballs, shoes, and the more common type... anyways, all was gd.i esp lyk the black humour, huo3 cai1 tian1 tang1, The Prayer and lastly, the basketball dance... But didn't really like the band though.. they were too noisy... and the co group actually got 1st runner-up!! unbelievable!!

then went with naifen, nic and aik joon for supper at kep.... was quite fun congratulation the contestants that were there...

aiyah... should have bought peggy hsu's album when it came out... downloaded most of her songs... really nice...if i had bought it with yunfei, i would haf gotten her signature too!! but .. nvm.. wun buy it anyways now...
juz be contended with the mp3s

ok now...
i'll be crapping here.... juz to explain sumthings ppl are saying about me...

Name .: mexican
Details .: born in mexico on the first day, then flew back to s'pore the next, thus the name. needless to say... i DO NOT noe spanish... and the RAT better remember tt.. haha...

Name .: Ding Zhiyong
Details .: a name tot up by our dear sophie... for all hu actually listens to yes 93.3fm, u'll noe hu he is (or i am)..

yup's tt all (notice the blogs r getting shorter and shoerter by the days.. nvm)
anways, sumone woke me up in the middle of my sleep at 12.30am yesterday... was quite pissed... but wadeva.. can't do anything about tt... so ppl, dun call me late at night!! (meaning after 11.30)

Oops... terribly sorri guys, if u got the misconceptions... i got A1 lah... blame my late blog... wadeva...muz work hard for the Os already... esp after my bro got L1R5 of 6 and 11 pts for 9 subjects. blah

hm.
O levels results are coming out a few hours later... damn... no confidence at all... although i'm basically nonchalant about it (for now), so.. dunno wat's gonna happen tomorrow...
juz gd luck to everyone loh...
btw, i'll post ONLY gd news here...
so if u dun see anything... go figure

Gosh....
guz i'm becoming weird.... mah eyes actually teared while watching the chun1 dao4 ren2 jian1... wonder what happened to me... but honestly, the scene at the last part of th show (where sharon was trying to "jiao1 dai4 hou4 shi4") actually moved me..
blah. nvm

Zhi Yong:

You have much compassion and psychic ability. You may have extremes of luck. Bad luck can be the result of laziness or lack of faith. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job.

Zeng:

You are compassionate, highly imaginative and creative. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You need to learn proper evaluation of labor and work. You can be either a compulsive worker or a professional loafer.

quite true...
http://www.zodiacal.com/acro.mv

Haiz... woke up at 8.20 today....
co starts at 8.30... reaches at 9.15
meaning i had to do 45 push-ups. well it's better than u-noe-hu, who was late for three hours.

Dazu was really better compared to the last few practices. zhonghu and gaohu were more zhun3, and erhu was a bit better... still some hope for syf~
after dazu, went for lunch with the usual gang...
then stayed in the mph to slack...

did a few stupid things todae... took 171 home... on the OTHER side... juz too follow the rest to take MRT at newton... nf and ls followed too... reached home at 9.10 when i could haf reaches home at 7.45... Next... did sumthing bad with ls's thing... but not elaborating...

Guz i found out y i went to kunming instead of hainan... guz i wanted to break out of the "circle" to join another (my class?) ... guz i was tired of the "circle" i'm in... dun bother asking what circle means. it means a lot.

shocked to hear..
sad to know..
condolences to those..

vexed to remember..
difficult to forget
staying in our hearts
till end do we part..

hm..
honestly think tt our co standard is getting better.. .. well, maybe not tt good yet, but .. better. Kentucky was really better than before, esp at the begining of the practice.. but somehow, the last few times we played it, the standard seemed to drop.. don't noe y, but juz hope tt tt will be the last time it happens.

oh. yanzi's album's coming soon!! juz hope i would haf saved enough by then...