well.. it's for archives.

sidenote: i realised my graph has a symmetry. which means my mean (and median) is luck. -_-
(this is 1 buck btw)

如果 。 爱

看见林见东（金城武），孙纳（周迅）和 聂文（张学友）戏里戏外的角色，那模糊不清的分界线， 我不知怎么的， 竟想起了庄周梦蝶。

“周之为蝶，不知有周，蘧蘧然而蝶。”

或许爱本身就类似梦蝶-捉摸不定，也能让一个人迷失方向，一时站不住脚。有时陷入爱情，却浑然不知。 有时以为陷入爱情，却只是个幌子。
或许爱本是一场梦，虚拟，短暂，靠不住。梦醒了， 才发现自己还是空虚的。到头来，最爱的人还是自己。一个人。
或许爱是一部戏， 演了太多次过后，就已经谈不上感觉了。毕竟，大家都习惯了。习惯了这部戏，习惯了爱情（或没有爱情）。
或许爱。。。根本没那么复杂?

唉，没体验过是不会懂的吧。

Cruise

hm.. b4 i go into the main thing, let me just ask a question. did anyone know of this show on tuesdays night at 11.30pm?? it's this cartoon called striperella or something. and no, it is not about someone who strips in a bar. ( or issit?) however, it's damn close. A skimpily dressed superhero with huge breasts. and the show SUCKS! tt's about all i can remember. so a word of caution. NEVER tune in to central at the above time! N-E-V-E-R!

ok. on to the main thing. i'm going on a cruise tonight, and will only be back on friday. so dun miss me! and dun bother asking me out ya? hope i have fun and buy lotsa new clothes at KL! (oh the cruise will bring us to KL for a shopping spree, and then back)

erm. i've nothing much else to say. happy slacking people!! and anyone wanna iceskate? cos i do!

i'm pooh too!

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

erm. this post is just for this test, and whatever i am typing here is just to make the most seem more personalised. which is not really working, but oh well. happy hols people! and happy hols a day later for damian and david! and happy hols 2 days later for wk!

ok i'm done.

post 'A's

remember when i said before As that it good to have something to look forward to? i'm wrong.

posts As is like a period of time void of anything. nothing in ur mind, nothing in ur heart, nothing anywhere. i've been stoning all day (partly due to the great inertia not to go out, probably due to the initial stoning).

argh, i think i'm crapping. i must go shop soon.

_Pals_

how does one differentiate (no. not dy/dx -_-) a friend and an acquaintance (ok i had to check word for spelling, i suck) ? people might say a friend is one who you can open up to and share your innermost thots.

But well, i'd say this criteria's way too high for me.

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(ok dun kill me) so let's say friends = (what i said above), people i know > 0

so, differentiating (people i know) with respect to (friends), and equating it to 0, i find a turning point with happens to be a very small number and it's a maximum point. (i differentiated again, d^2y/dx^2 <> 0,

Since people i know>0, 0 < friends < very small number

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-_-. tt was crap. what i wanted to say was i suppose i should be happy i have many friends/ accquaintaces that i can have fun with and sometimes go crazy with.

But opening up? i'd rather keep to myself. it's safer. =\

Ger's bio thingy

UberGooberBioGeek! hmm... and that's a whopping 89%!

Yay! I'm glad that people like you exist -- you actually Know your biology! Granted, you probably thought that some of these questions were quite on the simple side, but great job/congratulations/wheeee! and keep the bio vibe flowing. Thanks for taking the test, and send me a message so we can trade bio jokes and pick-up lines! ;)

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 69% on biobuffs

Link: The Uber Biology Geek Test written by qtpi314 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

THey discriminate loh. i had to fake birthdate before i could submit.
hmph.

Erm

I realised i need to do something. I've been tagged and promised to blog abt it. and i ended up blogging abt 旺福 and stuff.

ok here it is.

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Rules: Post 5 Weird and Random Facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this.
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well well.. i'm i'm generally not a weird person. so it'll be diff to think of much. and even if i wrote it down, i dun really think it's weird lah. so there.

1. I love to take the bus anywhere, everywhere. Even if it means taking 1.5 times more than that when i take the mrt, or even if i know that there's gonna be a jam along orchard road. 190's always the choice! Even after co concerts at sch, i would walk all the way to chinatown to take 190. i heart bus!

2. Whenever i take the lift at my house, i almost always close my eyes and try to see if i can accurately determine when the lift reaches the tenth floor. stuff i tried includes tapping my fingers, saying 'one hundred, two hundred, three hundred...' out aloud (when no one is in the lift) and singing co tunes. none really worked tho.

3. Whenever the mrt goes thru a tunnel (i mean those on the north south line, not those at the city area when is almost always underground), i would hold my breath a make a wish. Suppose to make it come true. but i think i got is thing from a daffy duck cartoon, so it's kinda dumb.

4. It's a sorta tradition for derrick and me to get our hair and face all wet when it comes to special chinese orchestra events such as syf, concerts, and i think farewell party last year. we'll just find the nearest water cooler and splashing water on each other. brotherly bonding i suppose.

5. (this isn't really weird) er... i have a fetish for older ppl? no lah. i meant to say i find seniors easier to talk to than juniors generally. but but this might be just due to the fact that the co seniors and us bonded better than the rest of the batches. i dunno lah.

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now comes to the fun part!
u ppl better do it. haha..
1. ALEX!!!!!!! hopefully this is trigger u to blog.
2. WK, at least there'll be something i understand on your blog then
3. damian. if i'm not wrong u've did this b4? just wanna see how weird u can get. and i'm setting is rule: no one after me shd tag me again. =p

Note: i couldn't think of any already (and this was supposed to be the fun part!) so i'm just running down my tagboard to see who actually visits my blog.

4. Jinx!
5. Pooh!

both of u were the last to post besides damian. so there!

yay! i'm done!

Test

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旺福-两个恰恰好

You & me only you & me
见面就笑嘻嘻
我和你就这么神奇
恰恰好在一起
采花蜜蜜蜂采花蜜
飞到东飞到西
如果你四处采花蜜
掐掐掐掐死你
啦啦啦~
啦啦啦~
织布机针和线一起
唧唧又复唧唧
星期一猴子穿新衣
恰恰好适合你
造飞机飞到青草地
我们坐飞机翼
飞机翼两片才可以
恰恰好两相宜
啦啦啦~
啦啦啦~

多么的俏皮多么的诡异
我俩飞舞在花丛里
不要太靠近也不要太小心
恰恰恰好的距离

蛋生鸡鸡生蛋生鸡
要两只才可以
公的鸡加上母的鸡
恰恰好生小鸡
小小鸡生小小鸡鸡
再生小小小鸡
小小鸡也来采花蜜
飞到了天上去
啦啦啦~
啦啦啦~

多么的俏皮多么的诡异
我俩飞舞在花丛里
不要太靠近也不要太小心
恰恰恰好的距离
啦啦啦~
啦啦啦~
啦啦啦~
啦啦啦~


I think this song is damn funny!!!!!!

memories

after listening to 星空 (for the first time, can u believe it?), i went home and couldn't resist playing the 梦蝶 and 大漠 recordings i made a while back. couldn't believe how much memories and emotions they brought back. all the practices and also the day of syf itself. looked at the photos i took, and saw so many faces i hafn't seen for a long time.

suddenly i miss getting my hair and clothes wet and hugging teddy. have been convincing myself that i would be joining any orchestras after As, but the truth is it's really not possible to give chinese orchestra up. (doesn't mean i will join anything though =p)

有些人，有些事，
不是说放就放得下的。
尽管再努力的试着遗忘，
把它牢牢地锁起来，
有一天，
一个看似微不足道的事物，
将会化做一把钥匙，
让所有把持已久的情绪，
顿时释放出来。

白蛇 梁祝 春雨 梦蝶
红梅 红旗渠

random shot 105 

random shot 104 

random shot 103 

random shot 102 

random shot 101 

Tea Party

Hm... mugging at tea party would be quite ok if ppl didn't take tea party literally as a party. (hm? i dun understand myself)

Anyways, it actually is a good place to catch up with friends and drink exotic never-seen-before tea. but studying? i suppose subway's better. =)

Nwaes, my mum freaked me out telling me something abt my cousin. the doctor told her she might have cancer, made her worry for a day, only to have a specialist tell her it's not. putting the doctor's lack of judgement aside, it is really devastating to find out that someone you cherish, or even yourself, might be leaving forever really soon. (kinda sounds like the cancer charity show stuff.. but if u've experienced it, u'll noe how true it is)

anyways, it's good to be healthy and alive! and stay healthy ppl..
=)

Post Prelim..

Pre A levels.

What a thought eh? everyone's mugging away and stops coming online, except for a few brave souls (or slack ones) that couldn't really be bothered. and that includes me.

The mugging sessions i had were really helpful, especially when i dun mug at home, which is why i am ACTUALLY blogging now. but the best thing's really how you spend quality time with friends, and mug at the same time!

Of cos, this doesn't mean i've become a full fledged, full time mugger. I had time to do



and



and of course, have a great time with the class and XC peeps!










what will i do without them?


on a sidenote,

[vinegar pot]
my brother got himself a laptop supposedly for accessing medical records during attachments to hospitals and such. and all i've seen is how he surfs in his room everyday and steal the bandwidth. ah. i feel much better.
[/vinegar pot]

Lixiang and yuantying 

Jielin and me 

Whistle

6th January 2006

'nuff said.




(erm. ppl dun shoot me for posting such a short entry when i haven't updated for eons. just to let u ppl know how long for u have to see me! begin missing me. =p)

I want to...

watchamovieeatatmanhattanfishmarketwalkaroundinorchard makesoapmakepaperswimgorgemyselftodeathgoforMAFsurfthenetlike theresnotomorrowwaitforadventchildrenandff12tocomeoutbuydigicam buyamp3playerbuyshoesbuyclothesgomuchuanburnmynotessleep

...
incoherent (not of same phase relations -_-) entry.

GP

GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP

感触

不知不觉， 两年匆匆的就快过去了。谁也无法相信今天已是大家最后一起上课的时候了。也许是因为大家还会在考试时见面， 所以也都没什么感觉。

高中生涯一眨眼就结束了。不禁质问自己，两年来到底做了什么。成绩斐然？华乐表现不赖？挚友多了?成熟了？不尽然。

闭上眼睛，努力寻找答案，才发现我似乎没做什么能让我自己感到骄傲的事。一件都没有。

好像说服自己，两年来我变成熟了。但左看右看，怎么都看不出来。这几年来，还是喜欢孤独。一个人看电影，逛街，搭车回家，是一件挺享受的事。当然会觉得孤单，但这种感觉，就算在一大群人里也是挥散不去。所以，还是一个人好吧。

也许是因为自己还是无法向任何人谈心吧（男孩子很难谈心啦)。

丫。。 不知该怎么结束。

Whistle

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haha!!! i think this is so cool!! go try it out ppl! (i know prelims are coming.. but surely u have time for such a small thing?? hm??)

Well.. there was nothing else to post =P 

Erm.. i did this! (well.. sorta..) 

dum dum dum

Oh dear... seems like i'm a very far sighted person... during these few days, i'd start stoning in the middle of studying, daydream about what i wanna do after 'A's...

But i suppose those are the only things worth looking forward to the the midst of this hectic period. People smile less, stay in classroom during breaks to mug more, and of course complain more. If only these hopes will get me pass 'A's unscathed.

on the hindsight, i wanna learn drawing! although i suck at it.. and jinx, i dun mean suck as in ..suck. -_-

i still think...

derrick should be in.

Damn. =(

..

Emo Kid You are 14% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.

You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being. Your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in yourself, decidely lacking in any rational thought, and also a bit too inhibited. I probably made you cry, didn't I? Fucking Emo Kid. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted. 3. You are more GENTLE than brutal. 4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Smartass. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hippie, the Televangelist, and the Starving Artist. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 5% on Rationality You scored higher than 8% on Extroversion You scored higher than 7% on Brutality You scored higher than 7% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid

It's about time...

... i blogged again. just b4 the bio test. looks like i only feeling like blogging when i'm not supposed to beblogging? anyways, thanks to all those ppl tagging! haha.. actually managed to keep my blog alive this way... and what's the obession about size? *pouts*

but truthfully, i still have no idea what to talk about. i suppose the only interesting thing was last sat, where i listening to lots of people sing. first was the sweety and tong en's 933 live concert. no offence, but i think sweety's live singing sucks. but tongen's vocals were really powerful! must must listen to her sing live.. but i think her slow songs more.. like 花葬 and 本来.. but oh wells.

then was the 歌谣'05 . the contestants were generally not as good as last year, but i think the 木船 singers were really good! if only i could sing liddat... wanna go there one day to listen and chill out!

oh. and people. please note that i'm broke now. after spending money that wasn't mine, i suppose this is my retribution. =(
i'm gonna go home for lunch and dinner as often as i can! hopefully can be richer by the time prelims end.

uh. i think i'm out of stuff to say. so there, what you guys wanted!

90.5

Don't cry out loud
Baby cried the day the circus came to town
Cause she didnt want paradise just passing by her

So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about her, cause you see
Baby is an awful lot like me

Dont cry out loud Just keep inside
And learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud And if you should fall
Remeber you almost had it all

Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
In the different kind of love thought shed found
There was nothing left but sawdust and some giltter

But baby can be broken cause youll see
She had the finest teacher
That was me, I told her


I'm like so hooked out gold 90.5! ever since the overnight mugging, where 90.5 was the only channel whose radio waves could pass through the impenetrable walls of airport. (ok.. tt's oldies channel. i know)

but oldies are cool!

Albion

I'm hooked on Albion!

damn.

Airport

I'm beginning to like the airport, especially late at night. the peace, serenity and the solitude one can seek there. pity the T2 viewing mall was renovating, so couldn't relive those moments after class outing at sentosa.

if only the airport were in the west. but oh well. it'd just be my little place to go study when nothing else works!

Wasted

haha... now i really feel like a pig.. woke up at 10+, ate breakfast, then watched tv until 12+, ate lunch, slept until 3+.

how fulfiling...

Quote

"and oh, she left u a note. let's see... oh! i can't seem to find it, but I remember it rhymed with 'duck stew'. "

Ingenious!

Blue Tue

Oh great. I have histamines running everywhere in my bloodstream, and antihistamines can only do so much.

=(

Would u just look at this!!! 

身边

身边

坐在你的身边是种满足的体验 看你看的画面 过你过的时间

天也晴了 花也开了 微风也沉醉 虽然你不说话 却也早已万言千语

分分秒秒显得清澈又珍贵 只有你才能给我这种感觉

不管心多疲倦 梦想还有多远 有你陪伴的一切都无所谓

--无印良品

tick tock

Hickory Dickory dock, ten mice ran up the clock.
Hickory dickory dock, ten mice ran up the clock
The clock struck ten, the mouse ran down
Hickory dickory dock

Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, tick tock

Oh dear, oh my, I really hate ...

SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA SPA

Chem Spa tml! and i just started... -_-"

mexican name?

Your Mexican Name Is...

Don Jarini

What's your Mexican Name?

hmph. i'm actually offended that they named me 'Don'. no prizes for guessing why!!
i feel so evil.. haha..

patchy

I've been having these patches of red and even sweeling on my skin these 2 days. and strangely it only happens at night, and swelling and redness subsides after like 2 hours. in which i'll itch like hell..

oh well. maybe i have std. haha. hope it heals soon! at least before the outings during this weekend and vesak day!

Whistle

Your #1 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #2 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #3 Match: ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #4 Match: ISTP

The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations. A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent. To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable. You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #5 Match: ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

I'm Good!

Pity Pity

Such a pity when u can make enemies just by being yourself.
Every word morphs into knives,
passing right through your heart.
slowly,
we learn to forgive and forget,
while he
stumbles on.

remember this!

Your Birthdate: December 26

Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world. In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date. There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities. You are efficient and handle money very well. You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable. You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility. Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force. You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

However well it was, it isn't my ideal.

Yep. We did it.




finally knew how it feels to be thrown into the air.

=)

尽管流吧
流干了，
就不会再留了

Expectations

When will i start hearing something good?

光良《童话》电视专辑

每个人小时候，心中都有一个童话，相信所有的事情都会有一个完美的结局。
但是，当我们渐渐地长大，就会发现事情往往不如我们所期望的完美。
心中的童话，也慢慢消失...

但愿我们能秉持一个信念：
只要肯相信，
结局会是幸福和快乐。

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少年

你又想起某个夏天
热闹海岸线
记忆中的那个少年
骄傲的宣言

伸出双手就能拥抱全世界
相信所有的梦想一定会实现
一切看起来都不会太遥远

转眼之间过了几年
轻浮的语言都已经慢慢沉淀
即使难免会变得更加洗练
我们不曾妥协

那是我们都回不去的从前
幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
世界尝试改变
当初的那个少年

那是我们都回不去的从前
当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
我们还是心里面
那个偏执的少年

pizza

I realised that i HAVE to blog more to push that not-whatever-you-are-thinking post down...

so.. never realised that pizzas could come free for 2 packets of lays! thanks to eugene who informed me and also treated me! watched My Wedding Date with eugene today at west mall... it was quite a nice show! but i still liked swing girls.. i think the best three movies i watched this year would have to be phantom of the opera, finding neverland and swing girls (by no order of merit -_-) haha..

Let me say something about swing girls then, since not many people noe abt it.. although it's looks like a classic jap comedy/from zero to hero (sister act, water boys) show, i feel that there's really more to it.. maybe it's because of the music, and how their band started from zero to WOW! how they performed jazz in a concert band competition, where jazz was considered the ' less accepted' music there, but still created a bang!
i guess music (especially orchestra music) 'resonates' more in me than others.. haha..

oh. and i flunk gp essay! -_-

勇气

已经第二次了，我还是没勇气说出来。
也许一辈子就只能这样了。

I WILL NOT BE AFFECTED

Slack/ Stone

oh dear oh dear.

My only lesson learnt today: U can study for physics and chem in front of the TV, but not for BIO!!!! BIO is a KILLER!!! One can NEVER memorise and watch TV at the same time.

it'll be something like: "when water loss thru transpiration exceeds water gained by roots, the DANCING BABY appears." (only for the ally mcbeal watchers -_-) and "When there is a break in the transpiration stream in the xylem, ur LEG NEEDS TO BE AMPUTATED" (from 活下去)

HOW HOW HOW HOW???!!!

someone help me!!! *prays for divine intervention* "-_- | -_-"

Tests

I've never enjoyed these days of block tests so much. Dun seem to have studied much for anything.. but but! the best thing is we get to reach home before 2 everyday!

my schedule for a typical day.
5pm - ally mcbeal!
6pm: simpsons
7.30pm: jie da huan xi
9pm: huo xia qu
11pm: friends!

i luv these shows! pity can't watch ally mcbeal and simpsons after blk tests le.. ( the irony!)

oh well. MAYBE i shd study a bit more. -_-

Little Prince

You are the fox.


Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.
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