Wednesday, October 27, 2004

hm..

此故事纯属虚构。。。

受不了了。我坐在一角,一个人忍住泪。毕竟,男人流血不流泪嘛。
唉,真难受。
结果,他走过来了。一句话也不说,悄悄地坐在我身旁。

就这样坐了五分钟。

天啊!泪水都快流出来了,难道要在他面前丢脸?我一转身,想立刻逃跑。这时,他那双强壮的手抓住了我的肩膀,把我身体一转,送入他的怀抱。抱的好紧哦。他终于开口了。

“...我都知道...”
我崩溃了。他的这么一句话,仿佛说出了我心中的一切:所有的痛苦,悲伤。也只有它能了解我。

haha... sounds quite crappy



Tuesday, October 26, 2004

luv?

I like this!

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??

-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of him.

-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show him off??

-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want him because you know he's there??

-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with him because it's what everyone wants??

-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.

Are you with him because he kissed you, or held your hand?

-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for his confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt him?

-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to him because the sight of him makes your heart skip a beat??

-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon his faults because you care about him?

-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell him every day he is the only one you think of?

-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for his sake?

-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.



Does your heart ache and breaks when he's sad?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for his pain, even when he's strong?

-Then it's LOVE.

Does his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to him even he doesn't want you anymore?

-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept his faults because it's a part of who he is?

-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with him faithfully without regret??

-Then it's LOVE.

Would you give him your heart, your life, your death??

-Then it's LOVE.

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Fun~

I know u guys are going to hate me for this, but pw's really fun!!! especially when u have a sweet and harmonious group consisting grace, alfred, yuan tying and me! (Note: notice the order of the names and the first letter of each name. Spells: GAYZ. Cool!!)

After open house, which was truly tiring, we had pw at LT2, and then class bench when uncle chong chased us out of the LT (as usual) then we worked and worked on my laptop, listening to songs of my mp3 player... the best part was after tt, when we ate instant noodles from councillors.. reminds me of our orientation when the seniors helped us buy instant noodles when we were preparing our item... those were the days... haiz. anyways, we then played volley ball and soccer in the central plaza!!! haha... first time we did such a crazy thing.... shd haf brought my cam!!

ok. enough about pw... and tt's all for this post!

Monday, October 18, 2004

Some people just don't get it

Sunday, October 17, 2004

post promo stuff

dun hate me for this, but i really liked the 3+ weeks of exam period. no troubles, no worries. juz pure mugging. exactly what a student shd do.

and then reality sets in. exams are only for 3+ weeks. now things are back to how they were. The period where i start to think and worry a lot. not about promos, but about... other things. i suppose only i have to know about them.

people dun usually realise how difficult things are until they actually experience it. and now that i have, im not exactly liking it.

the only thing that made me smile today: the msg yk left on my phone during maf (which was like months ago. and i only saw it now -_-") i'll keep that there! :)

and of coz i enjoyed the class outing! the heat from the barbecue, the cold from the pool, and of coz the exciting truth or dare! i particularly enjoyed adding charcoal to the pit.. (",) dun ask me y!

Friday, October 15, 2004

Notebook

"We sit silently and watch the world around us. This has taken us a lifetime to learn. It seems only the old are able to sit next to another and not say anything and still feel content. The young, brash and impatient, must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox.

how true.

btw, im sick... =<

Sunday, October 10, 2004

tearz

Sobz.... people's been saying im not cute!!!! *looks in mirror* okak wat... i'm cute!!! people just ADORE me!!! haha.... *carries on staring at mirrior* =>

-_-"

erm peeps. dun puke or sumthing. this came from an extremely BORED turboz. so there

(...but i'm not saying it isn't true.)

Saturday, October 09, 2004

...

so.. this is th meaning of life:

when u mug, u die.
when u dun mug, u stone.

what's the diff?

Thursday, October 07, 2004

behold!

hm. prmos sorta ened today.. spend my whole day at home in front of the com. can imagine what my life will be like during the hols. tt is apart from going for co. -_- anyways, quite like the test below. my first try was some magic being things, but felt that this was more appopriate. oh well.

i'm downloading the sims 2!!! hopefully it'll be done tml, and i can start playing after me class outing!! (while damian and tim are having class chalet... hmph)

Angel_sea
Sea


?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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Artemis, the goddes of the moon or sumthing... Posted by Hello

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

... Darn

and i thought a half hr "power nap" could do me good. and now i'm with a freaking headache... argh.... lots and lots of stuff to study.. when there's only 1 subject left... (physics SPA doesn't really count). So there. off to study.

Update (10.00pm): i have M&M, cells (III) and respiration left. oh, and that doesn't mean i finished studying the rest. in case u misunderstand.
:)

Monday, October 04, 2004

more and more tests!!

HASH(0x8a92c44)
You are green. Perhaps one of the most balanced of
all the colors. By balanced, I mean balanced
in both bad and good parts. Let me elaborate:
You're a natural, and somewhat superficial
person. You're extremely generous, but, to add
to the confusion, you're frugal and stingy.
You're a forgiving, but jealous person. You're
imaginative, but still logical. At sometimes,
you're a complete neat-freak, and other times,
you're a total slob. You're very stable, but
undependable. But onto the other traits that
are associated with this color... You're a
stubborn person, simply put. Do you believe in
Feng Shui? Green is closely related to the
thought of having a balanced environment, you
know. When in a bad situation, you're
painfully pessimistic, and when you're in a
good situation, you're extremely optimistic. A
fairly outgoing and amused person, you enjoy
talking to people, and hearing their thoughts
on different things. As a plus, when people
hang around you, it seems like time passes by
all the more quickly.


What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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think lots of people have done this... my results makes me sound like a whore.. haha...

Saturday, October 02, 2004

more tests

soul food create
Create

You enjoy doing crafts and making things--no matter
how intricate or simple. You are generally
either mentally active, or physically active,
or both. You incline towards doing something
or you will feel bored and depressed very
quickly. You dislike indecisive people and
people who whine but do nothing. You tend to
either a loner, or the leader in a group.
Cooking and food in general fascinates and
intrigues you.

Feed your Soul: Take up a new hobby or sport. Buy
a frisbee or a kite. Try some hands-on art
like sculpting, cooking, or model making.

Connect with Others: Make them something--a card,
food, anything with your own special style and
touch.


What is your Soul Food?
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mid promos crap

Yay! i decided to let my radio blog autoplay itself in case there are people who have been ignoring it all this while.. shame on u!! haha...

erm.. nothing much to update now lah.. will update more when the exams are over.. i.e when the fun starts!!!

list of stuff to do
1. ice skate
2. karaoke
3. clear my room
4. stop messing up my room
5. go for co
6. go swim/gym (lose fat :P)
7. chalet if there's any
8. christmas!
9. my bdae!!

tt's all for now... will think of more.. haha...