Destiny

argh.

don't you think that humans are somewhat like those community insects (ants, bees and hornets)? Already bestowed with the inherent physical differences or skills (working, foraging and mating), their fate is already set -- some to mate till their organs fail; some to forage until exhaustion.

We too are born with certain abilities and also their related destinies. you could have leadership, a loving heart, a carefree personality or even a heck-care attitude. all these would eventually lead to you to gain fame, fortune, freedom, oneness and with it, spend ur whole life defending it.

there is only one difference we have from insects. we get to choose our paths, even if it's contradicting to your traits. of cos we'll make the wrong decision. which will inevitablely lead to an endless struggle to attain ur goal which you may never grab hold of.

wonder if i made the right decisions?

and why can't i say anything to him even when he's a few steps away from me? (oh yah. i dun really know him. and neither does he.)