往事只能回味

“.... 时光一逝永不回 往事只能回味...”
这是多么久以前的歌啊... 最近又再听到了，还蛮有感触的... 去年的一切，如今也只能留在心里，好好回味了。

argh... 好想帮忙paint banner!!

btw, jinx! the melody u were humming today ＩＳ the starting of this song!!!

Fetus in Fetu

ever heard of this condition? where a female conceives a twin, one of the twins may not have developed porperly, resulting in a deformed embryo. and so happens that it enters the embryo if the healthy fetus, which finally results in a condition where the mother is pregnant with a baby who is pregnant with another fetus (who has a n umbilical cord attached to the healthy fetus). that essental makes him a parasite, surviving at the expense of another.

but i can't help but think he's just a victim of the circumstances. in order to survive, there is no way out but to rely on his twin brother, even when it could kill them all. It all boils down to the struggle for survival. the hideous face of all organisms.

kinda scary when u think abt it, no? when the baby is born, one will have to operate on him, and extract the fetus in him. a poor creature who is trying to form his limbs and brains.

and who noes? everyone of all might be a result of a battle between our twin brother. just that we were the lucky ones to outlive them. how sad.

Dang~

hm.. wad have i done this weekend???










yep, tt's all. -_-

looking forward to cny!

conversation 2

XXX says:
you're not as tall as him
XXX says:
you haven't won NAC combined catgory second prize.
XXX says:
you can't play a sheng as well as he can
XXX says:
he don't have as many muscles as him
XXX says:
you don't look as cute as him
XXX says:
you're not as much of a guy/girl magnet as him

juz who now!! haha...
these converstations are fun!!

.. (172)

.. Fine.. i'm not cute :P
haha...

nwaes,

Who remembers where this is from??

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

guess guess guess! everyone from my class shd noe. haha. unless u weren't paying attention during miss chen's lessons!

ohoh. i realised the dog test is quite popular eh? i publicised it!! yay!

171th post

this is just a post to keep count of the no. of entries. blogger is screwed..

You Are a Chihuahua Puppy

Small, high strung, and loyal. You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you!

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Destiny

argh.

don't you think that humans are somewhat like those community insects (ants, bees and hornets)? Already bestowed with the inherent physical differences or skills (working, foraging and mating), their fate is already set -- some to mate till their organs fail; some to forage until exhaustion.

We too are born with certain abilities and also their related destinies. you could have leadership, a loving heart, a carefree personality or even a heck-care attitude. all these would eventually lead to you to gain fame, fortune, freedom, oneness and with it, spend ur whole life defending it.

there is only one difference we have from insects. we get to choose our paths, even if it's contradicting to your traits. of cos we'll make the wrong decision. which will inevitablely lead to an endless struggle to attain ur goal which you may never grab hold of.

wonder if i made the right decisions?

and why can't i say anything to him even when he's a few steps away from me? (oh yah. i dun really know him. and neither does he.)

tests

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

took this from http://www.tigerbeer.us/horoscope/ , coutesy of huijie!

You're always thinking in terms of what is best for the group. It's almost impossible for you to make a selfish decision. That's because you understand that everyone is connected on some cosmic level. When people act as a unit to bring about peace, great things are accomplished. If they fight each other though, disaster ensues. Your mission is to make folks aware of their common condition, so that they can work together in harmony.
Your gift for diplomacy must be expressed through your work. You would make an excellent mediator, social worker, or judge. Working in human resources is also a good possibility for you, as you're able to find workable solutions to seemingly impossible conflicts. Blessed with strong visual talent, you'd be a successful interior designer. Designing relaxing spaces for hospitals and government agencies could be a rewarding career for you. If you put your mind to it, you could revolutionize the way bureaucratic institutions do business, simply by adding beauty to them.
Strong friendships are important to you. Kind, nurturing people hold a special place in your heart. Taureans, Cancerians, Leos, and Pisceans are among your favorite pals. A true romantic, you need a partner who is affectionate and sentimental. The "touch-me-not" type doesn't impress you; you want somebody who knows how to give love, as well as receive it.

so now, whose a bright star soul, dreaming soul, taureans, cancerians, leos or pisceans?? haha

Orientation 2005

it was really quite fun! didn't think i wld enjoy it much... but the SONGS and DANCES!!! it was truly what hc's abt!!! then went out with junior class to newtion food market to have supper and play.. it was quite ok lah... i think they were more keen on the food. oh well. there's always next time...

hm.. quite sad to hear from a junior that he's not thinking of staying in hc after the first 3 months.. want to go to rj or acjc.. well.. just hope the class will stay as what it is... never good to have someone leave after being together for 3 months..but we can't do much le.. only hope he will change his mind after spending more time with the class loh. and i was just starting to have a better impression of him.

oh well... gonna go out tml! tata for now!

2nd day of school

hm. Ang wasn't so bad afterall... apart from the tiny-weenie itsy-bitsy fact that she wanted us to hand in.. ISSUES AND IDEAS!!! and i haven't started at all... dang!

wanted to start studying from 4... but stuff always seems to come up. for example,
5.30pm: Ally Mcbeal on Star WOrld
6.00pm: Simpsons on Star World
6.30pm: Gash bell (some anime) on channel 56
7.00pm: 喜临门II

and this happens every weekday! how am i supposed to study? haha...

and i just found out this morning that bio test doesn't only have eco. so now it's genetics, photosynthesis, respiration, evo and eco. wOW. -_-

meeting juniors tml! yay!

First Day of School

hm. what a boring day. had flag raising at tchs terraces, and then was taught the new-old school song. BORING.

class went through lots of changes. esp with the teachers:
GP: Ang LK
Chem: Teo ME
CT: Teo ME

erm.stuff that didn't change:
Maths: good old Tam BB!
Physics: Chiam loh
Bio: erps. Angel Yang. (and i tot...)

well. tt's about it! ohoh. i wanna see my junior class!!!!!but for now. Integration, alkenes and ecology!

ARGH!

hm... pls tell me u still have lotsa homework to do??? please?!?!
*whines*

Happy New Year!

Hm.. shall ignore the various comments on my tagboard regarding the previous post. oh well.

had my (believe it or not) FIRST new year countdown. in the past, it was never of much importance to me. but this time it's in sebas's house, and filled with friends and juniors i like being with! i guess it's always heartwarming to be sharing moments with people u love eh?

many thanks to sebas for letting us go to his house! and must apologise for the mess and noise we created... hope we cleaned most of them up already? i really think always good to help the host clean up, especially when we caused most of the mess.

oh and thanks to everyone who contributed to the tarot cards! i'll have fun reading the book! playing with the cards will come later though...