Learn to be lonely

yay.. finally 17 eh? wanna thank everyone who sent me birthday cards and sms-es.. shan't bother to include ur names, but really luv ya~~ ohoh.. thanks to all those who didn't sent me too... i'm SURE u remembered my birthday.. haha!! and thanks to eugene so his music box! it's so mesmerizing. (although it's only happy birthday)

typing with my new keyboard.. so cool! like the volume control button on the top of the keyboard!

well... heard this in the credits on Phantom of The Opera...

Learn to be Lonely

Child of the wildness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for You
Comfort and care for You
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be Your one companion

Ever dream out in the world
There are arms to hold You
You've always known
Your heart was on it's own

So laugh in Your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love
Life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived
Life can be loved
Alone

we've all got to accept that no matter how many friends and family u have, there will come a time when u will be all alone. friends and family will leave someday, and love for even ur most loved ones will eventually fade (or so i think). and even worst, there comes times when u feel alone even surrounded by hoards of friends, friends whom u only hang out with, and not pour your heart out to. tt's why people need soulmates i suppose. someone who can lend u a listening ear, and also a shoulder to lean on. but one's soulmate may never appear in his life. so it's good to accept the serenity of solitude. enjoy the peace, the silence, and the moment to sort out your thinking. afterall, they always say the only one you can depend on is yourself! so ppl, embrace ur lonliness!

not sure if i am making sense here.

but merry belated christmas everyone!