youtube

found this on youtube...



Thought it was cute, but quite sad at the same time...

tarot

i was blog surfing just now, and came across someone talking about tarot cards. then i remembered that i had them too!
shit it doesn't feel right in english

最后一次用塔罗牌应该很久了
可能玩腻了？

仔细想想，
塔罗牌，
是我在人身的分岔路时，
会想要用的东西。
当然不能完全相信，
但也是一种对自己的决定的肯定吧。
毕竟它能透视自己心里深处的想法。

但是最近似乎没什么需要了
并不是因为我已能对自己得决定有信心，
而是现在的生活
犹如一条直路，
乏味，枯燥。

是自己选择的吧。

宫

after staying awake all night, i've finally finished it!

dream

hohoho i had this strange annoying little dream yesterday

i dreamt that i was in the chinese high mph(multi purpose hall), crashing zhang yu ming's lessons, which turned out to be dazu. i sat at the xianyue side, but there were no spare erhus, so i took a zhonghu instead. we were going to play qingdian (i think). i was like so looking forward to actually playing any hu (since i've never touched it since god knows when)...

and just before the first note, my alarm clock rang!!!

-.-

Interesting...

You entered: Zeng Zhi Yong

There are 11 letters in your name.
Those 11 letters total to 75
There are 3 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 3

The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.

The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

Your Soul Urge number is: 2

A Soul Urge number of 2 means:
With the Soul Urge number 2, your motivation is centered on friendships, partnerships, and companionship. You want to work with others as a part of a cooperative team. Leadership is not important to you, but making a contribution to the team effort is. You are willing to work hard to achieve a harmonious environment with sensitive, genial people.

In a positive sense, the 2 Soul Urge is sympathetic, extremely concerned and devoted. The nature tends to be very sensitive to others, always tactful and diplomatic. This element in your nature indicates that you are rather emotional. You are persuasive, but in a very quiet way, never forceful. You are the type that makes really close friendships because you are so affectionate and loving.

If this number is over-emphasized in your makeup, you may be over-sensitive, with a delicate ego that is too easily hurt. You may be timid or fearful, too easygoing for your own good.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

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