华语，优！

最近闲着没事做，看了看过去的entries, 才发现挺幼稚的。看来是因为英文太烂了吧。所以，往后如果还有blog, 也会是华文的！反正华文的，比较少人会花心思去读。

这几天生活环绕在bleach，msn和电视（Ch 55: 情迷黑森林，草本药王...）的周围。虽无聊，但其实还蛮不错的。时间排得满满的，也不会想太多。

消失

在这里消失了两个月，
去了云顶，又消失了两天。
终于回来了。

但是，
我怎么感觉
我似乎真的消失了？
也只能怪我，
不积极，不主动。

好想回到过去，
回到校园生活。
无需积极，
就能保持联络。
毕竟，
大家每天在一起。

真可悲。

或许我就是这样，
这么被动。

一个人，
也没什么大不了。

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不打算找个新的tagboard了。
反正应该会很少用到。

胡言乱语

那天我们说好
不哭泣，不伤悲
不掉一滴眼泪
把彼此放在心中
不忘怀

“要常联络”

但事过境迁，
你我当初的热情已收敛
两人的世界不再有关联
往事也只能藏在心里
渐渐遗忘

“你还好吗？”

打给他吧
没话说吧
太久了吧
太迟了吧
鼓起勇气
拿起听筒

“您所播的号码已不存在”

就这样了吧

Pre OCS

my house!

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You are self-confident and happy with your life.

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It's funny how u can get this kinda readings the day before i report to ocs. well. if u don't know yet, i got into ocs. well, i should be happy abt it, afterall i did tell my commanders in bmt wanted to go to command school. but there's still this part of me that keeps on worrying about how the training will be like and if i can handle it. i mean, physically i'm not that fit, and leadership? i'm not sure yet. or maybe i'm just not confident enough about myself yet. and the whole day of settling nus and ntu applications isn't helping much (altho that has been settled. thanks to everyone who offered help on the tagboard! tho i didn't reply u guys, but really appreciate it!).

well. i've packed my bag, and not yet fold my smart 4. oh well. oh a light note, i d/l-ed transamerica! gonna watch it before i slp, it'll be the only movie i get to watch for the hwole of the 3 weeks. (i'll be confined for 3 weeks.)

erm. just wish me good luck k? and i suppose u needn't worry abt me too. =)

NUS? NTU?

It is so much more irritating after u get ur results than b4. b4 the results, it's only the nervousness and anticipation. but now i'm really not sure of what courses to choose, where to go and what my future will be..

i'm of couse still looking into medicine, but i really have no idea what else to do if i dun get it.. do engineering?? doesn't sound like an interesting career for me..

And to make things more diff, there's this biomedical sciences and TCM double degree offered at NTU. Maybe it's due to da chang jin's influence, all the courses look damn interesting! but the thing is it's at NTU. -_- not saying it isn't good, but there are very few frens i know there yah? and what do you guys think of career prospects of a TCM practitioner?

oh well. maybe the open houses will give me a clearer picture. altho i seriously dun think it'll help a lot.





on a side note, i POP lo! no more REC, now PTE!
and i think i had a wet dream in camp. -_-